lina's #πtwt intro !Β‘
π 18, 19 on the 26th yayay!! π₯³
π― she/her, femme lesbian β’
π ifb 18+, i block -16 or anyone who gets on my nerves lol
π― my dms r open so dont hesitate to send me a message!! ππ unless ur a creep gtfo of here
lina's #πtwt intro !Β‘
π 18, 19 on the 26th yayay!! π₯³
π― she/her, femme lesbian β’
π ifb 18+, i block -16 or anyone who gets on my nerves lol
π― my dms r open so dont hesitate to send me a message!! ππ unless ur a creep gtfo of here
im such a horrible person i dont have my life together and everything is pissing me off. im mad at everything for no reason and taking it out on others. i look stupid and fat and ugly and nothing can fix it. and i just need to rest ugh
i was exposed to so much sexual content as a child it permanently fucked up my brain i think. not like normal sexual content either. i did some fucked up shit as a kid oh my god the guilt is eating me alive i need to kill myself
it wasnt a sa memory im genuinely so fucking dramatic i literally have no trauma and nothing to complain about everything that "happened to me" was my own doing π
unlocked some childhood memories today. good thing im in the ward bc i think i genuinely would have tried to de-gender myself if i had access to a blade π
guys not to be freakydeakyleaky on priv but i rubbed one out bc ive been in this fucking ward for a month and a week now and ur girl needs an outlet that isnt slitting okay and i think one of my roommates lowkey caught on π°
maybe it keeps spoiling because of me. its not supposed to spoil like this. i think i might be the cause - the moment i touch it, i ruin it. everything i touch becomes rotten.
my period came back. for some reason i think its a sign that my friend is acc dead.
i think i may b a bad omen. like a curse kinda. i came into her life and her mh starts to get worse all of a sudden,then she khs on the day i get my period after not having it for months?sketchy.
ill know for sure by 9:30 tmrw. shes supposed to have an appointment w one of the psychiatrists at the ward. if she doesnt show up it means shes gone ππ
current inventory: 6 stolen cigarettes (someone just left a pack on a table and didnt come back for it so i swiped it lmfao finders keepers) but no FUCKING LIGHTER!!! hashtag #losingit π