Lina

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[Lina @linayapp]

I hate myself so much
Why should my dad gone, why not me????
Im really tired
Now I know, not just working life but family affairs too
Really wanted to end
What if I were the one who have gone, not my dad?

Missing dad, missing childhood days.

[Lina @linayapp]

Survived or lay off
Current situation
Any plans in my life?
Ofc have, but not confident
Hopefully everything goes well
Gotta back to eager to go upper and higher level with more income
GBM.

[Lina @linayapp]

Really wanna resign
Hopefully, 2027 going to TW🙏

[Lina @linayapp]

Just have sth. to share
Just don't even know, why i don't have my own voice to be listened?
Even if I asked sth. Which i don't know,
Replied "once I asked again, I should treat others food"
Like what??
I asked because I don't understand
The heck,
Weird tho.
-workplace

[Lina @linayapp]

Tweeting again after a long break
How's life? Sucksss
Missing my dad so bad
Couldn't endure anymore
Why should be my dad gone first? Why not me?
Worklife?? Sucksss
I'm here trying my best
But in others eyes, I'm not even trying
Yet they say 'got to improve'
Life is suck

[Lina @linayapp]

Dad, you are the best dad in the whole universe.

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[Lina @linayapp]

Ready kemoceng plastik tali rafia gagang kecil panjang 50cm
https://t.co/lwE0xnemmx

[Lina @linayapp]

Ready gantungan baju plastik
https://t.co/lwE0xnemmx

[Lina @linayapp]

Ready jarum pentul kilat/roll
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[Lina @linayapp]

Got no one to share for, no one ever be by my side whenever I got things to say, or when quarrel with my sis.
What's the point of living?
But for sure, I know that I'm anxious, feeling scared, unsure..

[Lina @linayapp]

As day goes by, I try to make peace with myself and the current situation, but still feeling empty.
Whenever family member asks will u still working at the company till the end? And I replied, I will quit
Then they replied 'stay with the company, because of the income'

[Lina @linayapp]

Yess that's right, but am I happy or will I be happy?
It's hard when u r born in the family with the mindset money is really important and the source of happiness in life
Yeah I can't doubt that, but with current income can be said quite good, but feeling unsure, scared, anxious

[Lina @linayapp]

During this holiday, a sudden thought came across,
if back then I didn't apply for a company staff and chase my dream being a teacher with a small income, will i be happy?
If back then, I have enough courage to go for my dream, will i be happy now?

[Lina @linayapp]

Hating myself so much..
Is it really hard to love ourselves?
May i know the reason of being alive?
Is it for money? Struggling and trying to survive? Change into other person just because wanted to be accepted?
Can I end my day with happiness, everyday?

[Lina @linayapp]

BTW do u guys have any Chinese or Taiwanese movies to recommend?
Movies like: you are the apply of an eye, our times
Been looking for the similar vibes.
#chinesemovies #taiwanesemovies #moviesrecommendation

[Lina @linayapp]

Okay, There's still one thing that has been stuck in my mind,
Yesterday i had an test (TOEIC), well i dont feel sure 'bout it
i didnt do well
but ive tried
hope the result wont bad.

[Lina @linayapp]

Currently working on my thesis and im a little bit nervous 'cuz got no idea, but damn I CAN TOTALLY NAIL IT!!
Gotta finish it first and hope once i submit to the lecturer, she will acc/approve it directly..
No more revision. WML✌️

[Lina @linayapp]

Wish could have a side job other than working in a corperate.
Well guess what? yes im still working in that company but i don't counting the days anymore
Trying to enjoy it, making peace with it and ofc if there's another good opportunity, ill totally go.

[Lina @linayapp]

@ramyeonpanas @moviemenfes Hidden Love

[Lina @linayapp]

Again, typing on this tweet, not else about my work,
Literally feel anxious, tired af, wanting to end everything,
And still counting the days. Planning to talk about the resign on April 10th but couldn't hold it anymore. Should I talk about it sooner?