you'd know what to do, you always knew, but I just can't get more stronger, I try to get a job and I just won't get hired, I try to write and nothing comes out. I will go insane, also can't find a therapist who isn't charging less than 25 dollars for a dumb online session
I'm getting so fat, my skin is disgusting and I'm depressed all the time, I have no one to tell, and I don't want to text you cause I'm not that girl no more, I don't want to worry you nor get you involved, I just need to yell to the void and pretend you're listening