just watched my ex fiancés “vlog” on youtube. what a trip to see someone you spent 10 yrs with become this person. very proud and happy for him. it’s what he always strived for.
funny how you can just forget someone existed. i wonder if he thinks of me and often as i think of him? and not in like i want you back kind of way. maybe it’s just the memories that keep me locked in here. i just can’t forget. it was too many years.