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[drilla @lissa20708378]

i love this boy

[drilla @lissa20708378]

i feel like myself again and i love it

[drilla @lissa20708378]

happy. for the first time in a while. i’m really really happy

[drilla @lissa20708378]

i’m still so confused how you could fake smthing like that. how could you walk away feeling absolutely nothing??? fuck you. honestly

[drilla @lissa20708378]

4 months and god do i still miss you

[drilla @lissa20708378]

it’s almost been 4 months and i still am trying to move on from it all. all the regret and sadness i have to carry around all day. a lot of my friends laugh and i have to laugh with them but i cant help but thinking that they are laughing at me. at my choices. the things i did.

[drilla @lissa20708378]

updates:
read a lot
cried a lot
smoked and drank a lot
laughed a little
found my ring after loosing it for like a day
anddddd uhh idk got a diagnosis

[drilla @lissa20708378]

hey twitter been a long time

[drilla @lissa20708378]

i call everyone bae. i’m sorry.

[drilla @lissa20708378]

fuck chemistry

[drilla @lissa20708378]

2 months. and one day.

[drilla @lissa20708378]

he called me by a nickname he gave me today :/

[drilla @lissa20708378]

i wish i could just stop and stand still and just breathe or some shit

[drilla @lissa20708378]

just spent £67 on vinyls HELP

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so when you gonna tell her that we did that, too?

[drilla @lissa20708378]

i cried in my friends arm today about you and you don’t even know it

[drilla @lissa20708378]

always second option.

[drilla @lissa20708378]

i rlly thought it was like idk getting better

[drilla @lissa20708378]

kinda got so bad that i made a vent account on fucking tiktok i-

[drilla @lissa20708378]

now that i look back i feel so many feeling about what happened like i regret saying no but then i’m happy i did. mad confusing