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i want to float through life gracefully but i am made of chaos •

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I need to make new friends lol

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Who would’ve thought your death would be the thing to put me back into therapy

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I have lost many people throughout my life, but for some reason your death is sticking with me the hardest.
I loved u so much, I just wish u loved urself enough to keep yourself alive. Everything could’ve been different. I lose my breath and start crying everytime I see ur name.

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I still don’t know how I pulled off being an addictions counsellor at 21- that job was so rewarding but so so mentally taxing.
It’s also just as crazy to me that I make SO much more money now working at Costco lmfao rip

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And if they don’t. I will.
I’ve got your address boo boo 💋

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Imagine being so entitled you cut off his dreads and steal his Toe/ Body tags, and his personal belongings.
HES FUCKING DEAD.
HOW DARE YOU DISRESPECT HIM LIKE THAT.
I hope you fucking rot in jail. They’re coming for you.

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Since you left, I haven’t been able to catch my breath. When you died, a part of me died with you.

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I fucking miss you. I can’t believe you’re dead. What the FUCK BRO YOU WERENT SUPPOSED TO GO BEFORE ME

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I keep scrolling ur Facebook as if it’s going to magically make you come alive again

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IM SICK OF ALWAYS BEING SCARED AND ANXIOUS I CANT LIVE THIS WAY ANYMORE

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I’ve noticed I only use this app when I’m in the extremes lol

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Life has felt so melancholic lately

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Oh I want to SCREAM

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Rip papa, you will be forever missed 🌹

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Have you ever lost a loved one pretty much every 2-3 years since you were 9?
Oh.. yeah I wish I hadn’t either.

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I’m fucking stoked to move away and start my own family and my own traditions far away from here. If only I could time jump.

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Can I have ONE fucking Christmas where I don’t have to bend at the knee and sacrifice my comfortability and happiness just so I can see my family????????

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How tf u supposed to find authentic people in 2025??????? Asking for a friend

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@_kbodonnell When u find out lmk bc ive been using lively 😭

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