litha

28, in ed recovery from BN. married woman, audiophile, gamer, vegetarian foodie

[litha @litharecov]

dinner❣️ i don't take very many food pics anymore but i decided to this time

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happy easter everyone!

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@lynnsrecovery :D yayy ty

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cw for body image

i think recovery looks good on me, like i truly do 😭😭 and i never thought i'd say that ever. i still have lapses sometimes but they are getting fewer and further in between. my ed is not my life anymore.

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@Debbie8t5 thank you sm !!

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i did not get a good pic before, but dinner was seasoned red lentils w/ sauteed bell peppers, tex mati wild rice, with a generous portion of avocado and hemp seeds. we got this huuge avocado from stew leonards and it's big enough to use a generous portion for like 4 sep meals 😭

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many such instances of this including today but about a week ago i was visibly spiraling because i told my husband about how i was doing better. then he got me a matcha latte while i was flipping my shit and i snapped back to reality like it was a glitch

[litha @litharecov]

does anyone anyone get unnecessarily triggered when talking about the literal positives of their recovery because i swear i jinx it sometimes 😭

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the pretzel obsession never ends

[litha @litharecov]

cultivating experiences with food that feel safe, relaxed & fun are very important for recovery

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thiss my bloating is finally going down and needless to say i am very surprised that my stomach looks normal / flatter despite the amount of food i eat, since i used to get so severely bloated when eating anything close to a normal meal

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i feel as if everyone i know is going thru it right now. it's my turn i guess. family problems are escalating and may affect our ability to stay living with them much longer. idk what we are going to do.

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all these cute kuromi things taunting me

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things i couldn't do if i wasn't in recovery: share a whole truffle mushroom pizza with my husband at a restaurant bar.

this was DELICIOUS.

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@aspartameangel right they are soo good!!!

[litha @litharecov]

recovery has given me an obsession with pretzels, which i never wanted previously.

i also demolished a tub of sourdough pretzels and bag butter snaps recently.

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@Loewi94 good morning loewi!!! :D i missed ya too

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the proper time to have breakfast is after waking up. i don't make the rules.

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no lifing it always 👏 👏

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