This is probably a big metaphor for the inner child that’s been hurting inside of Lu Guang all this time. Now, Cxs is finally seeing a glimpse behind those walls for the first time. His immediate first thought being wanting to comfort him 🥺. Lu Guang has been in so much pain.
you're laughing? cain killed abel first and then colette, the love of his life, and said dean would live the same story in reverse, killing cas first and then sam, which means sam is dean's abel, his brother, and cas is dean's colette, the love of his life and you're laughing???
Dean and Cas are so fucking married, them taking turns trying to get through to their kids, then bickering about the correct wording of sayings, they're telling each other about their day and yapping about the people in it, literally so married
For example, Shion. I saw you six years ago. I saw you with the window wide open, the curtains fluttering in the wind, and you crying out as you were drenched in rain and tossed about by the wind. (...)
You were beautiful, Shion. That day, I saw something incredibly beautiful.
Dean comforting Cas psychically and emotionally, appreciating him for not backing down and riding with them no matter what and then TALKING ABOUT HIS FEELINGS WITH HIM TOO HE LOVES HIM SO MUCH😭😭😭♥️♥️ AND CAS SAYING HE DOESN'T REGRET SAVING THEM EVEN IF IT KILLS HIM AAAA
you’re laughing? amara thought mary was what dean needed most because she believed mary could free him from his anger, but she was wrong and cas was the one who did what mary couldn’t with his confession, which means CAS WAS WHAT DEAN NEEDED MOST and you’re laughing???
THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH LOOK HOW TIGHTLY CAS HUGS HIM AND DEAN TRIES TO COMFORT HIM 😭. THEN CAS LITERALLY SAYING HE WOULD GO WITH HIM KNOWING THERE IS NO COMING BACK AND DEAN NOT WANTING TO PUT HIS ANGEL IN DANGER WITH HIMSELF MY BABIES
He is trying not to cry and he is in so much pain like his whole shame and guilt over mark of cain aside, the lives are in danger again because of him and he his angel, who is in love with him, to the devil and he can't get him back yet and the guilt is eating him alive💔
He keeps repeating "save Cas" And it's hurting me so bad he loves him so much and desperately wants him to be safe ( as much safe as he can get with them i guess💔)