it’s scary the way you can kill off the love you have for someone. you just continuously remind yourself of the reality of the situation. you internalize how unfairly you were treated (even unintentionally). you do the work & then one day, you feel nothing for them. not a thing.
You deserve someone who can’t wait to talk to you, spend time with you, get to know you and fall in love with you. Please stop settling for halfhearted, lukewarm, hesitant and indecisive. It’s so much better to be alone than to be with someone who makes you feel alone.