(2/2) then in hs they asked me why i never hung out with friends outside of school, i said bc of that rule but then they were like "wtf that was for when you were 6" ok and i didn't know?? bc they never told me???? and i'd get in trouble for questioning other rules so idk
did anyone else's parents randomly change rules without telling them? like as a kid they always said no going to people's houses unless it was planned 2 weeks in advance and they knew the other parents well, so i stopped asking bc it was too much work (1/2)
ik i'm aroace-spec but i'd really really like a queerplatonic life partner(s?) to go on cute aesthetic dates and sleep in the same bed with 🙏 this pride month pls let me find nice asexual girls in my area i'm begging
@vyscal if you say toned or lean instead of skinny/thin and ask in the context of like "oh i've been (lifting weights/doing pilates/running or something) and want to know if i have more muscle definition" they'll be honest and not suspicious
@ineed222kms my best pair is a workwear brand from the hardware store, also hiking/outdoor sports stores sometimes have good ones that aren't obviously athletic material and cover your butt more since they're for moving around in lol
@ghostivyleaves that's close to where i was at my lw and nobody said anything, i was wearing mostly baggy clothes though because i didn't want to redo my closet until my ugw so that could be a factor
“everybody fucking hates me” was ingrained in me at 8 years old so now to this day no matter how close someone is to me i will always wonder if they actually like being my friend
i want to get my nails done but i have a worm in my brain telling me that the salon workers will point and laugh at me for being so ugly and non feminine
i'm hanging out at the park and this teacher lady just pulled up with her class of little kids to show them the pond/local wildlife. ig i'm learning about dragonflies now too lol count me in!
the whole "feet together" vs "knees together" to see if you have a thigh gap discourse irritates me so much because my legs look like the right instead of the left :/ i feel like i'll have to get way smaller to actually look like i have thin legs with a big gap