—stuff about my ed&forced recov
the day i reached my gw of 38kg (bmi15.7/ 3rd may) i binged eating nonstop. the last time i weighed myself i was 42.6kg (bmi17.5/ 24th may) im back at my sw.
starving myself wasnt worht it it slowed down my metab and i couldnt ⏭️
—stuff about my ed&forced recov
the day i reached my gw of 38kg (bmi15.7/ 3rd may) i binged eating nonstop. the last time i weighed myself i was 42.6kg (bmi17.5/ 24th may) im back at my sw.
starving myself wasnt worht it it slowed down my metab and i couldnt ⏭️
i hate myself, my life, my body, and everything in this world i just wanna end everything ill genuinely kill myself at some point i hate everything fuckass ed i hate this disorder im so miserable
—stuff about my ed&forced recov
the day i reached my gw of 38kg (bmi15.7/ 3rd may) i binged eating nonstop. the last time i weighed myself i was 42.6kg (bmi17.5/ 24th may) im back at my sw.
starving myself wasnt worht it it slowed down my metab and i couldnt ⏭️
fyi my forced recov started when my mom cried because i was disturbingly skinny and wanted me to eat normally asap. now that im eating normally i cant seem to add on more food to my day. i hate myself, my life, my body, and everything in this world i jus