We all talk about the intimacy of eye contact but do you ever think about the intimacy of looking at someone's eyes while they're looking at something else - either because they're distracted or they're deliberately allowing you to have this moment to yourself or they know that it'll be too much to look back at you directly - and if so does it ever just make you go full crazy.
I've noticed that once some women start doing beauty enhancement too regularly (wigs, nails, lashes etc) they develop a sort of body dysmorphia. Its like when you keep using Snapchat filters and no longer like your real face in pics
All that "upkeep" is making you hate yourselves