Ik I’m cooked when I’m sitting here thinking of all the time, effort & thought I’m planning on putting into this lil side quest I have in mind. Not to mention CAS playing in the background. 🤧
Leaving people alone is such a gift, you’ll never hear from me, your name gets mentioned and I act deaf, i see you and I don’t know who you are, no hard feelings, zero bothering, not a word will be said.
I have found myself excited for church service each Sunday. Eager to receive the word. & I just love that. 🥹 Suddenly this little life of mine is at peace & I cannot complain. 🩵
my therapist told me “no matter how big your heart is, some people will literally resent you for doing for them what they can't do for themselves” that really hit me.
my therapist said "if you're resting but you're guilting or shaming yourself for not being productive the whole time, that's not actually rest." she told me this is why i'm so chronically tired. hoping this helps someone like it helped me