I think mizuki tried cutting but stopped after she tried to take her life, catscratches mostly apart from one styro lengthways down her wrist, probably cuts to relieve stress every now and again
maybe junkorexia? i think she would starve as much as possible to look fem, bmi 19
ill eat better, im gonna start walking more, i wont stop eating completely thats just dumb, and unsafe, ill get ill if i do that again, but maybe a few pounds wont hurt me? just enough to. get better.
im sick of all my friends being smaller, i would pass more if i was skinny, i would look better, feel better, i wouldnt be so hot, i wouldnt hate myself, i dont know
im so gonna regret watching "where did these images come from" while trying to sleep, immmmm so not gonna open my eyes to some horrific image and shit myself