Laura Lowery

1

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@elonmusk LMFAO 💯!!!! 😂🤣🤣😂

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown WELL TO JUST DRIFT AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. & THEN THE NEXT THING YOU KNOW IS YOUR ALL BY YOURSELF & NO ONE TO TALK TO. IDK IF IT'S DEPRESSION OR BIPOLAR OR WHAT BUT IT'S TO THE POINT TO WHERE I DON'T TALK TO ANYONE WELL EXCEPT FOR MY MOM. IT WASN'T UNTIL THE END OF APRIL THIS YEAR

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown TIME THAT THINGS WILL GET BETTER. I GET EXTREMELY WORRIED TO THE POINT THAT MY PANIC & ANXIETY ATTACKS HIT ME SO HARD & I HAVE TO TRY TO CHANGE MY MIND SET. IT'S REALLY HARD WHEN YOU DON'T REALLY HAVE ANY CLOSE FRIENDS ANYMORE CUZ LIFE GOES ON & YOU HAVE LET THEM & YEAH THEM AS

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown SO I TELL MYSELF I COULDN'T DO THAT TO THEM THAT I COULD NOT BE THAT SELFISH & IT WILL GET BETTER TRY TO STAY POSITIVE & YEAH IT'S HARD TO TAKE SOMETIME TO JUST THINK & SAY IT'S OKAY I JUST WANT TO GIVE IT UP & JUST QUIT EVERYTHING & THEN I JUST HAVE TO REMIND MYSELF ALL OF THE

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown REMIND MYSELF ESPECIALLY WHEN I'M HAVING EXCRUCIATING PAINS THROUGHOUT MY BODY I HAVE TO REMIND MYSELF THAT I COULDN'T DO THAT TO MY FAMILY OR MY GRANDKIDS THAT STIGMATA THAT THEY WOULD BE AROUND WITH MY DAUGHTER YOU KNOW I JUST SEE THE DAMAGE IS DONE THE PAIN AND THE HURT

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown CAME HOME 🏡 & TO SEE YOUR CHILD HAD USED A GUN TO END HIS LIFE. IT STILL BREAK'S MY 💔 💔 💔. FOR CJ, HIS MOM & DAD, FAMILY &MY DAUGHTER FOR SHE HAD TO GROW UP FASTER NOW & TO SEE JUST HOW PAINFUL SOMETHING LIKE THAT IS & HOW IT CHANGES THOSE WHO ARE LEFT BEHIND. SO I HAVE TO

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown MIGHT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO GET HIM HELP & NOW I'M CALLING 911 TO LET THEM KNOW THAT THERE'S A SITUATION GOING ON & WE COULDN'T GET AHOLD OF HIM & HE LIVED OFF POST. HIS FAMILY WASN'T MILITARY 🪖 LIKE WE WERE SO I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE HE LIVED & AROUND THE SAME TIME CJ'S STEP FATHER

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown NOW ASKING FOR ME.& THEN SHE TELLS ME ABOUT CJ BEING ON THE 🤳📱 & HOW SHE WAS TRYING TO HELP HIM TO TALK TO MY DAUGHTER. I JUST COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT SHE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT WAS GOING ON & I KNOW THAT SHE WAS ONLY 14 BUT TO NOT HAVE SAID ANYTHING TO ANYONE BECAUSE WE

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown TOLD ME OR SOMEBODY BECAUSE MY HUSBAND TOLD THEM THAT SHE WASN'T ALLOWED ON THE 🤳 📱 & HANGED UP THE 🤳📱.& CJ SAID TO BRITTANY SEE NO ONE CARE'S NO ONE. AND HE SAID TELL HER (MY DAUGHTER) I'LL ALWAYS LOVE HER!! & HE HUNG UP THE 📱.THEN ABOUT 5 MINS LATER BRITTANY CALLS BACK &

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown HER FRIEND NEVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT CJ & HOW HE WAS TALKING ABOUT SUICIDE & SHE CALLED THE HOUSE 🏡 AGAIN & INSTEAD OF SAYING SOMETHING SAY TO ME OR MY HUSBAND THAT SHE WAS TRYING TO GET MY DAUGHTER TO TALK TO HIM & MY HUSBAND ANSWERED & LORD KNOWS HOW MUCH I WISH SHE WOULD HAVE

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown GOING TO BE HERE NEXT MONTH. SHE'S A GREAT MOTHER TRULY SHE IS. ALSO SHE KNOWS WHAT & HOW SUICIDE CAN DESTROY PEOPLE & FAMILIES, AN EX OF HERS WAS TRYING TO GET A HOLD OF HER & HER OTHER FRIEND WHO WAS ON THE PHONE LINE 3WAY CALLING & MY DAUGHTER WASN'T ALLOWED TO USE THE 🤳📱 &

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown I'VE LOST A LOT OF FRIENDS & FAMILY TO SUICIDE & I TELL MYSELF THAT I CAN'T DO THAT TO THEM. IF I WERE TO (WHICH I'M NOT) I FEAR THAT MY OLDEST DAUGHTER MIGHT CUZ DEPRESSION & BIPOLAR DOES RUN IN THE FAMILY. BUT I DON'T THINK SHE WOULD FOR SHE'S GOT 3 YOUNG 1'S & THE 4TH 1 IS

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown & THAT'S PRETTY MUCH THE PAIN TAKES OVER YOUR LIFE YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING & DEPRESSION KICKS IN CUZ YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE BURDENED EVERYBODY & YOU LIKE WHAT THE HELL AM I HERE FOR SINCE I CAN'T DO SHIT & THEN I REMIND MYSELF MY KIDS MY GRANDBABIES CUZ I COULDN'T DO THAT TO THEM

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@stillthatgirl30 @ChanelBeery @AbeLopezFL @IamTabithaBrown YOU SOUND JUST LIKE ME. I TRY SO HARD TO NOT THINK THAT WAY I'M 49 & WHEN I WAS 16 I HAD A CAR ACCIDENT HEAD TRAUMA NECK & SPINE I'VE HAD SO MANY(15 GOING ON 16) SURGERIES IT'S RIDICULOUS ALL I CAN DO NOW IS JUST STAY IN BED BECAUSE I CAN'T EVEN HOLD MY HEAD UP WITHOUT THE PAIN

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@realGeorgeHotz I tried your Twitter search but it said it couldn't find anything to redo it so I clicked on the search again and it keeps on kicking back saying it does not recognize it so can you send another one out thanks

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@Lucy__110 HI 😊

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

Worried about using your data? Backup all your phones on @GCloudBackup and get 10GB free cloud storage!

I USED IT OFF AND ON FOR YEARS NOW. IT'S A PRETTY GOOD APP THAT ALSO ALLOWS YOU TO HAVE EXTRA STORAGE ON YOUR CELL PHONE 📱

[Laura Lowery @llowery032]

@JoJoFromJerz I'm with you on that one Jo