@taylorswift13 In moments when I'm struggling I really try to have hope and think of the possibilities in life rather than the horrible things that are happening. I've been in such a deep depression for so long, unable to feel joy for years. I keep going, that's me trying.
@taylorswift13 I thought long and hard about writing this. But I was just watching Miss Americana on netflix and I was watching as you sang Clean and talked about your court case. I am still trying to become clean myself.
So when you don't see me at Lumen Field in July, just know that I wanted to be there. But I refused to stand beside people who treated me so horribly. I wish I could be there with all my heart. But I am done with being treated with so much less kindness and respect than I deserve