🌸 luneth

hi

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

things will pass but when

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

this coming from supposedly homebody who hates going out is, well, sad.

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

well i mean these days idk how to spend my time at home other than crying so

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

tell me things. tell me nothings

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

just call me again

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

why...ppl in reply..assume...bi would....cheat on their partner....

[YAPPINGFESS @yappingfess]

yap! guys buat kalian pacar cwe, kalo semisal pacar/suami kalian tu bisex gimana? apa kalian ttp lanjut dengan hubungan pacar/suami kalian yang kayak gitu orientasi seksualnya?😔😔🙏

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

and stop fucking talking to people as if we're already together or smth or talk to my mum as if i am a trophy to conquer wtf we practically strangers get a grip

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

also the way you bragged about how meticulously you've been stalking me online is just creepy especially when i am obviously maintaining a private persona like sure go stalk me through the tiniest pipe out there but no need to flaunt it like that to me you creep

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

also i don't need your fucking permission to go have more degree esp when it's literally our first meet and first time talking like who tf are you? why the fuck you said "boleh" as if hhhhhhhh i am disgusted to even think or type about it

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

go learn about social cues and enhance your eq somewhere else i am not gonna even try to educate an old hag

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

and the audacity to push through when i already stated my boundaries clear and all?

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

talked to my parents once and now you feel entitled?

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

also.. maybe I just haven't had it as rough as a lot of other queer people when it comes to religion.. smtime when I listen to my friends' stories, i'd get really upset bcs it almost feels like we were introduced to different versions of God, tho we're reading the same scripture

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

probably because I realized things pretty late, and by then I'd already built a somewhat healthy relationship with God (or at least I hope I have). like my faith was there long before the realization, and I don't really know how to separate myself from it..

[violet ⚢ @vioIetswan]

can religious queer people plz tell me why they’re religious? i’m genuinely curious

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

but if He Himself says that He is the Most Loving and the Most Merciful, then who am i to limit His love with my own human understanding? so I choose to trust and put my faith on Him

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

the way i see it is like err well i don't really like transactional relationships, and that includes my relationship with God. i don't see prayer or any religious practice as a quest to earn something or as a way to make God love me as I believe He already does and will always do

[爱 1312 @ssickutopia]

i don’t consider myself religious but i believe in God. And i find peace during my prayer because i don’t see it as a “pressure” or like “solat biar banyak pahala” (which theoretically true). But i do solat to find my inner peace & self reflecting

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

i pray because i love Him too, and because only through Him i find inner peace. prayer is how i nurture and maintain that connection. and i've messed up a lot, like a lot. and often I hate myself so much for being so audacious for believing God could still love me after all of it

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

@sebentaryadek exactly. and.. well, being part of minority in this country would be hell already so i rlly can't imagine letting my child, one that i bring to this life myself, see me as a part of the group who adds to that weight..

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

idek if i'd ever have my own child,
but no matter how i think about it, no matter how much religious clashes i had from processing this, i know i would love them just the same and make sure they feel loved and protected and make sure they know that i'd always be their safest home

[Banny Bendhuk @sebentaryadek]

wah, menjadi gay gak akan menutup kasih sayang gua ke anak gua. I swear to my own grave. asli.

dari yg gw liat, orang2 yg gw liat telaten, rapih, dan bahkan salah satu owner agency yg gw tau is a gay (tp ofc ga akan come out di negara ini).

gw udah janji sm istri kalau gw dan dia adalah tempat teraman untuk anak gw jadi apa aja dan cerita apa aja, asalkan gak jadi threat atau sampah masyarakat

[🌸 luneth @llunelaced]

god why it feels like i'm losing something