words cannot describe how much i hate myself rn. not just for lying to those i love but for loving a man i never should havr which fucking led to this.
sorry can never be enough. i'm gonna lose friends, people i care ab, but i'd rather them hate me than believe im.a good.person
/ this post is gonna be the last i make, idk how long.. hopefully forever. but..
cw: me being a horrible person.
its.a.copy/paste bc im mentally.drained and dont wanna type it all out to everybody, i already did tjay like three https://t.co/QC8TWTIb6K other people.
but i dont want to lie anymore i dont want to hurt anyone anymore i dont want to be THAT anymore.
like i said, i am actively seeking help from a therapist and im leaving twitter to try and fix whatevers left of me.
@LxstfulGrape ( mio almost immediately returned the kiss, eyes closed as he slips his tongue past ouma's lips. )
( judging from how hard he got, it's safe to assume mio misses him too. ♥︎ )