mili (2/50)

hw 140lb gw 100 ugw 90 | 18🦋| mostly rants |

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

Will unpin when I get out of bmi 20 jail🩵🩵

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

I lowkey have no friends does that make me a chud?

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

I hate to admit but I binged so bad I’m at a new hw literally kill me

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

Anyways summer is here so best believe im back

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

I’ve been catfished

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

Anyways I wanna die of embarrassment

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

I feel evil but like if I’m js chatting w someone on ig then I see em post and they’re chopped as hell I get so grossed out and ghost em 😭

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

I think I’m js kinda of a loser maybe

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

I wonder where I went wrong in life that I suck so hard at friendships

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

Got a 5000 word research paper due tmmr 235 words written goal is to be in bed by 2 am

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

Yk ur fuckin chopped when u say “omg ur so pretty” n they’re like “stop omg ur eyes are so nice” I think id rather you js say thank you

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

Or perhaps he wants a friend 🤔

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

He doesn’t like me he js enjoys my music taste and idk if I should be relieved or disappointed. I think I’m both

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

My relationship with religion is so weird I don’t think I believe in like god but I’ll wear a cross and participate in Hinduism and 100% believe in karma and I cry in churches. Idk I don’t think I’ll ever feel comfortable in my religious beliefs it’s like a constant push and pull

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

“No engordaste?” Oh okay thanks mom, I js opened my yogurt but it’s fine I can js throw it away.

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

Bro the cucumber goes bad and my mom wants to get mad at me like I grew the mold ??? “I’m gonna stop buying stuff for this house because you never eat it” WHEN DID I SAY I WANTED FUCKIN CUCUMBER?? I DIDNT YOU JS BOYGHT IT ANYWAYS

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

Oh yah iktr prolly some of the cleanest blending I’ve done

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

I can feel myself get pissed off the moment my aunt walks into my house and now I’ve got to take her out tmmr, amazing

[mili (2/50) @loadedfries_]

“ that’s not my problem”, “I have to put up with ur shit everyday” gee thx mom i was js tired and hungry but okay

[Lily @lilyisfasting]

Mourning the version of myself that used to be so good at fasting