So I'm locked through November with no chance of unlocking. I've had 2 additional days added meaning earliest possible release date is December 3rd. Unlikely that it's that early. More likely middle of May but she won't tell me and it's not my place to know.
I think I am going to have to get a new @MatureMetal jailbird. Estrogen has made my new one iffy on fit. By that I mean my left testicle sometimes pops out of the ring when I stand up. I think I may order a mini with 1/4" gap and 2" ring. I'll ask Mistress later tonight.
I was unlocked for a Dr appointment today. I was given 2 hours to relock when I got back home. I missed that deadline by almost 2 extra hours. I did report it and feel bad but I honestly was dealing with emotional stress and didn't prioritize correctly.
I'm proud to say Mistress has promoted me to slave from submissive after 12 years of marriage. She is working out the details but I know she has my best interest at heart.
Ugh, make up is so hard to learn. I look horrible every time I try. I'm never going to be pretty. I watch tutorials and I try to do what they say but it never turns out good. Without makeup I'm never ever going to pass.
It's been a while since I was locked up like this. I'm going through so many emotions. Horny, sad, whiny, begging, crying, appreciative. I don't remember how long these emotions last. It doesn't matter she is pissed and I'm not getting unlocked. #chastity
I'm really horny... I am not allowed to look at adult pictures/videos, touch myself below the waist except for wiping, ask for any relief or mention to Mistress that I'm horny. I'll be like this for a long time and I do deserve it. She is mad and punishment sucks but deserved.
I'm currently diapered and caged. Diapers for day only, cage is who knows how long. I acted petulant and will be treated as a child today. I must earn uncaging and that is likely late next year. I hate losing bathroom privileges, being wet and stinky sucks so badly.
The end of September, all of October I've been an asshole to my wife and Mistress. It's been due to medical issues nonetheless I've returned to normal and now face consequences. Currently locked and will have to earn the key but it will be quite a while, punishment sucks.
I have been told I am in diapers this week with no exceptions. Excluding medical appointments. I'm locked til at least 2/14/23. Gonna be horny and squishy for a while.
I'm effing horny tonight. Locked until at least Valentines Day 2023. That is the earliest I can get relief. I'll be unlocked briefly for a medical procedure, but otherwise, I'll remain locked ๐.