how can one view vulnerability as anything but a mistake if every time you allow yourself to be vulnerable it blows up on you
make it make sense cause Iβm really fucking trying here
friendship isnt real bro
you move heaven and earth for people and they just take and take and take until you have nothing left to give and they just move on
i love being used 8)
if i video game myself one day I will have a special place in my note for Mitch Marner and Auston Matthews given that theyβve bent me over and fucked me every year since 2017 ππππππ
also this isnβt like directed at any one person or situation, itβs more of an overall issue Iβve been facing in many facets of my life recently I suppose, if you have any advice Iβm open to it as well. Just trying to continue to grow and be better at managing my emotions I guess.
lot of pent up frustration over not being able to vocalize why iβm mad in the first place for fear of starting an argument and it spiralling as it always does in my past experience
iβm in a lose lose where I either feel like shit or I make problems
apologies if this came across your feed and you neither care nor wanna see someone vent but I only use this page to get feelings on page so I donβt explode, love you all