couldnt agree more with this phrase “as a a fan im sad that mark leaving nct, but as a worker i’m happy for him” adulting phase makes me realize about this.. maybe thats why i can also relate with what jaemin said that this is just a beginning for mark lee 🥹♥️
i told mark back in dec i was having a hard time & asked for encouragement
incase anyone needs it, i'm sharing it here too
i'm learning to accept even with a heavy heart. so i hope mark moves forward with no regrets, only happiness and good memories with nctzens ♡
#mark#마크
260404 🐻💬 UPDATE
“hi”
“did you sleep well?”
“i think i did sleep well”
“i really hoped that you would be able to sleep well”
“but it seems like you wouldn’t have been able to do so”
“so i’m here”
“the fine dust situation is okay and the weather is good too”
dream was actually the closest thing i have for a home after exo. i found them when my world was crumbling. and for a moment i honestly thought i’d have something constant.
oh, wow. this hurts even more now that i am actually voicing it out :(
you know why it hurts so much? because the dreamies always felt like childhood friends we grew up with, the ones we did everything with. and now it feels like we woke up and realize we aren’t kids anymore. one by one, we’re going to live our own separate lives.
tbh renjun just bc you’re the oldest by months doesn’t mean you have to carry the responsibility of taking care of the group and giving us love and strength. give some of that love to yourself too broo you’ve probably had a harder time than any of us honestly
dream team will haunt me for who knows how long, they were singing this part to mark :((
"now's the time, let's go!
take your dream higher, to the sky"