mei ✿ forced recovery

don’t know.

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

solution to anorexia is just getting a vape i’m fully recovered now in weight and mindset just be addicted to nic

[auby✨🍓 recoverytwt @aubyeats]

yeah i miss my sick body but i miss my healthy brain more, i miss not being obsessed with food and my body so much more

[macky @jeonngicals]

leaving my anime phase excited for what comes next but it was just an eating disorder

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

我而家連自己嘅飲食都控制唔到... 昨日我行咗40000步，食咗1800卡路里嚟補返。但我依然係減肥。俾我再一個星期，���就會到出院嘅體重... 我永遠都唔會擺脫厭食症。

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

我兩個星期前已經出院冇再接受飲食失調服務... 不過我爸媽唔會讓我停止食嘢。哈哈，如果我唔增重14公斤，我甚至連返香港度假都唔得。

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

我最重時係48公斤，加6公斤真係好殘忍。

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

tried to heal off edtwt and all i ended up doing was getting admitted 2x, ruining my relationship w my parents and developing new ed habits 🤣 will this ever end.

[gia ˳ᐟ @kirbykaffeine]

i miss when i used to have actual interests and hobbies and yes they were like pjsk and genshin and nerdy stuff but at least i had a personality outside of food

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

ok new pfp new me for NEW RELAPSE 😭✌️

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

trying to become active again.. it’s getting worse 😞

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

had 1 tsp of truvia and my stomach is bloated and i feel like shitting my pants 😁✌️never let me eat sweetener again

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

@indiesjournal_ random but i saw u on r/edrecoverysnark 😭😭 just wanted to let u know

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

my mum has set sm weight gain goals for me and im literally making money if i drink ensure but im still so scared to do it

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

what do u call it when ur stuck between forced recovery and relapse

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

@yukabuns it’s me yuka😭😭 missed u sm

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

food posting soon. we are back.

[August ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･🌷 @August_8_th]

I feel like I’m confessing to a crime but i can’t stay silent any longer. I use the notes to track calories…

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

admitted again over last weekend + a bit of friday and thurs fml but im out now

[mei ✿ forced recovery @lomaichii]

funny story i ended up in hospital for 5 weeks after this