alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉

alex / ronnie | 20 yr old neurodivergent | multifandom "artist" (most active in NINAH) | PROSHIP/SHEDTWT/ZIONISTS DNI

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

- https://t.co/7Sz1Q9XDbf
essential info:
i block if i feel the need to
i am an adult so suggestive content/jokes might be present on my profile. other than that i am mostly sfw
idc if adult accs follow me but be mindful of yourself and what you reply with

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

i want to be held accountable if i act shitty but i'm also afraid that what if i get too defensive about something in the future. i think i'm doing better about it now but i still struggle with self-awareness and the input-output system

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

anyone else terrified of making promises because they feel like they don't trust themself enough to not fuck it up in the future if it occurs

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

@peanutisback free her!!!!!!!

[HOUND @VALVENIAC]

redid my page promise this is the last time for a while I swear ❤️ my bio states whether comms are open or not. please read everything listed, if you have questions you can msg here, my disc (page 2) or comment!

[⟡⟡Dile⟡⟡ @Mayadile]

I'm also in need of some food. I had a stressful day so if you could spare so I can eat something while staying outside tonight it would be nice. I will be sleeping outside.

https://t.co/lwYPylb600

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

@RockGrape twin

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

the emote i'm hitting mentally when i'm happy but i can;'t express it so i perpetually look like i'm having my mugshot taken

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

t4t #palegun would be so great pleasegod please please please please

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

@milkyvaniilla u know its getting real bad when a gay man is even confirming you're fumbling. Love this

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

thank yuo lenny

[hey. 💜 @theheycartoon]

Just a little over $5K left before we hit our SECOND stretch goal! 💜💚
3 days left! Let’s see if we can make it happen! 🫵🏾

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

anyways good morning. here is my cat sitting on fridge, for morale

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

i'll update my whole pinned eventually i've been putting it off

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

i see queer people defend each other a lot more than autistic people being defended and explained for and it's upsetting. the whole prejudice against autistic people is that they're seen as uncomfortable and difficult to understand

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

autistic people perceive things and express themselves differently in a way that is not always conventional and may seem unserious and goofy. even within groups autistic people can still be ableist because it was just taught to them

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

perpetuating a cycle of ableism and identity prejudice and continuing to teach it to each other is great until it effects you too and now you're self-conscious about how you express yourself

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

being autistic & queer sucks when even those two groups love infighting and tearing each other's fucking heads off pretending they're above each other. the people who oppress you will not hate you any less whether or not you are a silly cars person or using bedazzled pride flags

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

heavy fomo over literally everything i've been missing out on my entire life but i can't even force myself to watch a movie on my own the same way i struggle with being physically productive

[alex 🍎 ♂ | 🍉 @longfallenapple]

@kiukkukiusaus HE';S BEAUTIFUL protag movemove move