Right now I am at the point where I just want to get away from a lot of things. I know that if I were to be observed by others, I am going to look ungrateful. It's just that each and every time, I need time to reset, recharge or re evaluate myself. I do this for my sanity.
Sometimes I wish I was just gone.
Because I can't seem to do anything good or right by someone else's eyes.
Why is it so difficult to be flawless?
Why is it so difficult to be all accommodating?
Why is it so difficult to be understood?
I'd rather leave all of this behind.
lt's sad to know that people dont trust you enough because you dont have
sparkling long credentials to your name
Iguess my value now only counts when people see those or speak my name. Maybe I deserve whatis given. My flaw, my fault.
#whoami#iamnoone#invaluable#unworthy
Conversations like these speak a lot of who is eager and who passive. If you are worth the time, and valuable, replies you get aren't clipped and short. Observe your conversations, when they aren't as eager as you, conserve energy and enthusiasm for those who will reciprocate.
In this life I rarely get respect. Maybe because I have not earned it or I just am not a person who needs to get it from others. Bit nevertheless it makes me respect myself even less.
Today is a perfect day to say I don't want to exist... When you are being asked to give something that you really haven't received is a pretty difficult spot to be placed in.
Kids today are very different from my time. But with fragile emotions and troubled minds, their spirits dampen quicker than you can say "hey". As a parent, you juggle discipline, faith, teaching, care and love. It gets harder when your kids have conflict too.#parenting
Dear body, I know you are not as young as you used to be... Aching, slowing down and getting sick is something we can't avoid. But please be okay. Okay? We need to be okay. #NoteToSelf
@itsmenicalopez The Lord will bless you with the love that you need. I pray that God guides you to love yourself more now that you can focus on you. Stay strong and hopeful 😘
I don't know... but I have been feeling off the last month or so... Mentally, emotionally and spiritually I know I am good. But my physical body says otherwise. I am getting concerned. This isn't good vibes. #worried#healthscare
Onion farmers in my home province were told not to bring their produce to the wholesale markets. And the reason is that the imported onions are already here.
This is how farmers are treated in this supposedly agricultural country.
I missed this feeling of meeting my classes face to face. I never got to appreciate how I used to remember my students by face. It's all coming back... (Cue Celine Dion) #Nostalgia
When you struggle and you fight it... The pain only gets worse, and you end up dying in horrible misery... Tired, afraid and unprepared.
If you struggle and stay calm, remain at peace with what you are experiencing, the pain becomes bearable. Enough to prepare you for the worst.