first year fuckup

been pretty fucked for a wile now. still kicking, see you on the other side.

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

my new twitter is @homeisthunder and I'm not really going to be using this one anymore so follow me there if you want

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

Working nights makes me a little crazy, sorry

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

Gonna get there or die trying, starting today

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

I don't know what the sun is doing but it just needs to keep doing

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

Oh and the bit with the rocks from choke too

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

Those are my favourite book parts that I can think of right now

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

The part in will Grayson on will Grayson where he uses his fake ID in a sex shop because he's got to use it on something

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

The bathroom bit in grey

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

The exposure theory from the start of choke

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

Actual vomit

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

To the point of feeling sick

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

I had to get a smaller water bottle for my room because if I kept the big one I would just keep drinking absently

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

Okay let me just clarify how much my brain wants me to die

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

Or how you ran away

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

I can't separate you from that night you ruined

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

But mostly I want to be away from you

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

And I feel guilty because my mom likes you

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

I don't want to spend time with you because you're a shitty person

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

I've had it before, oh you're fucked up, oh he was pretty. Fuck off with your drunken rambles

[first year fuckup @loopylornaz]

I don't give a fuck , and if I do it's because I'm bored of hearing it