i realized that i will always be the midnight rain girl, the one who will always choose to suffer alone. who keep on pushing people away when things aren't right with me and chooses to self sabotage because i believe that in order to save them, i must let go of them
minsan nakakalungkot talaga pag nakikita mo na halos lahat sa paligid mo nagmimigrate na sa ibang countries🥺 im happy for them pero at the same time nakakalungkot kasi you never know kelan mo sila ulit makakasama
this season has really taught me to be patient. i know that i easily get frustrated when things don't go the way i wanted it but i learn how to pause, wait, & trust. it's beyond my control. now, I am surrendering everything to you Lord. i know your plans are way better than mine.