Thank you, for making me who I am, I would try to talk to you,
I would heal myself first,
I want to know but you are not making me unimportant,
Thank you for allowing me to stand up,
Don‘t try to make her disappointed again
I love you, Idril,
Thank you for my voice recalling me when I have my sickness, until I knew it was not her voice in my head,
it was my mental breakdown to myself,
I have to fight with the voice from my "original community"
I love my inner voice,
I love you and myself as well,
in my place, my country has a war right now,
If my internet or my account can be protected,
after May,
I may claim back my account