ever since I got the abortion.. I get this feeling, like I took the wrong life. The girl who aborted her baby isn’t allowed to be sad. It’s okay I understand. But I am.. I am sad and sorry and guilty and ashamed.
I miss feeling like a person of my own. I miss feeling like a person at all. I miss how people used to love me before and I miss how people used to reach out to me first. I miss being wanted rather than needed. I’m selfish. I just miss me
I miss me. I miss my smile, my eyes before they turned tired, my stomach before it started to grow and than sag. I miss my sleep before it was nonexistent . I miss the time I don’t have now. I miss when days and nights didn’t blend together into one endless loop.
listen, there are responsible gun owners who just enjoying hunting and I want to make it clear that I don’t care at all and they can find literally any other hobby