so genuine question, how do u heal from relationship trauma without being in a relationship to practice because i do not wanna put anyone thru how i act when my fuckin brain is going crazy bc someone hasnt messaged me back in 6 hours
@ST0NEDSOCIALIST also like i said my last relationship fucked me up more than i realized soooo idk. it was fun, she is a sweetheart. we are just at two different stages in life. also feel free to ask her, i dont want to speak for her
@ST0NEDSOCIALIST i came on too strong and we both were fawning, i have more experience than her with relationships so i really should have done better about it. i had never experienced feelings that intense and it just kinda went wayyy to fast. she has been very kind and clear with me
I dont use the term "mtf" (male to female), I would argue I was never a male
my entire life has been marked by being ostracised out of school , ostracised from every friend group, unable to understand expectations, unable to relate to boys. I do genuinely believe this