LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐

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[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...i drink becuz i miss you and think about.....but u dont want me so id rather drink to death....

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...if only😔....

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...always ignored,always thrown to the side...one day ill be gone forever, tired of being a chew toy...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...everything hurts becuz i dont understand why you dont want me anymore...😔

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...i should of died in 2020...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...literally WAS the love of my life,now idek who you are anymore...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

We break up and YOU go on a date,i go shoot 4 music videos, clearly we know where the loyalty was.

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

You say i treated u like shit yet after 9 years we break up and the NEXT DAY u have another boyfriend. Make it make sense. 9 years clearly didnt mean shit to you.

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...i hate my life but who cares right?...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...for christmas i want a coffin...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

....i miss you Mom, ill see you soon enough. I hate my life😔...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...if i die today,tomorrow or next week just know ive left the world in a positive yet dark attitude. Ive only ever been inlove ONCE,but that was enough for me. No one will ever compare so id rather be alone forever or until i die. Believe it or not...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...people assume the worst in me without even knowing the truth. People assume things becuz of there past, at the end of the day im NOTHING wat people assume. Id rather be in the dark alone then to fake love someone,Im gonna die at the end anyways so why lie?

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

....idc anymore...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...ive been burning my arm to get closer to Hell, not like anyone notices...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

....no more tears if im dead...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...ive been having more thoughts of death alot. More for myself. Not becuz someone drove me to this point. But becuz theres only so much i can take emotionally,mentally and even physically at times. But maybe if i die ill finally be at peace.....

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

...cant sleep becuz i dont understand why i got treated and talked to like shit today. Bearly say much, had a chill day,even offered to help out finacially then outta nowhere its like i triggered a nerve. Of wat tho placidness?😒 fuckin pointless. I dont deserve any of this...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

....just wanna disappear...

[LO$ER IN THE DARK𖤐 @loserinthedark]

... rather sleep for the rest of my life....