Kinda miss taking molly, but i dont have the money for it, neither do i have a save surrounding to trip in peace nor do i have someone to take it with, so whatever
What i hate most about bpd is, how isolating it feels.. like i cant open up to any of my irls without sounding like an attention whore
I mean how do you even explain this fuck ass disorder?
'I'm in constand crisis, pls give me attention so i dont kms'?
I'm so tired of myself..
me when i avoid romantic relationships to keep myself detached only to be unhealthily emotionally dependent on a fictional character. im never experiencing peace
i think the worst part about being passively suicidal is watching people who said they cared about you start to turn their backs because you've become too much for them. like i apologize for having a shitty life thats my bad