wesley

18 || 5’8” || anorexic turned gym bro aka fork found in kitchen

[wesley @losing_lover]

20 years old and still wishing i was skinny. does it ever get better?

[wesley @losing_lover]

gonna go to the gym tomorrow and im lowk scared ive only been doing lifting at home so pray for me

[wesley @losing_lover]

i have a terrible feeling that my only path towards ever eating normally again is restricting most of the day and then eating whatever i want around dinner time

[wesley @losing_lover]

crashing out i hate my body

[wesley @losing_lover]

the amount of energy i gain from eating is just depressing

[wesley @losing_lover]

the aftermath of thanksgiving will not be ever discussed again im moving on and ill lose whatever i just gained

[wesley @losing_lover]

having wide set hips makes me insane bonkers bananas

[wesley @losing_lover]

might die actually i probably gained everything back oh my goddddddd

[wesley @losing_lover]

I WANT TO KAY EM ESSS I HATE THANKSGIVING I FEEL SO GUILTY AND FILLED WITH SELF LOATHING

[wesley @losing_lover]

LOST ANOTHER 4 LBS

[wesley @losing_lover]

what if i said my ed is more about control than looking skinnier

[wesley @losing_lover]

god didn't give me a good jawline because he knew id be too powerful

[wesley @losing_lover]

cherry coke zero is my gorgeous wife

[wesley @losing_lover]

i lost 7 pounds life is beautiful and full of love and joy and whimsy

[wesley @losing_lover]

having a friend who doesnt care when you openly read nutrition labels is one of life's little joys

[wesley @losing_lover]

missing my daily diet pepsi like a mf rn

[wesley @losing_lover]

my feet are like ice rn theyre radiating cold

[wesley @losing_lover]

drinking a fat coffee and then hiding in my art studio the whole day is my most effective diet