lily

bmi: 20.8 ugw: 110

[lily @losinglily]

having a wide rib cage makes me go batshit

[lily @losinglily]

my mom stopped my therapy and my psychiatrist appts too so now i ain’t got these bitches weighing me 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[lily @losinglily]

maintaining* whatever

[lily @losinglily]

yall it was never gone btw im just sick of retaining

[lily @losinglily]

back on that eating disorder shit

[lily @losinglily]

going to the gym 3-6 times a week has fucked w my body dysmorphia sm

[lily @losinglily]

i’ve maintained the same weight and got a fat ass but ive never felt bigger than ever

[lily @losinglily]

i’m gonna do a protein shake diet, around 120 grams of protein and 640 cals a day from 4 protein shakes. i’ll also take a multivitamin and make sure to drink a shit ton of water.

[lily @losinglily]

my ass fat now from the gym tho we gonna try and retain her

[lily @losinglily]

back on that eating disorder shit

[lily @losinglily]

back on that eating disorder shit

[lily @losinglily]

me when the bulimia is back

[lily @losinglily]

god my glow up is about to be so fucking unreal

[lily @losinglily]

no wonder the guy i look like dosent fucking like me

[lily @losinglily]

i can’t believe people see me as that

[lily @losinglily]

never fucking eating again, those photos like opened my fucking eye

[lily @losinglily]

my mom had me do a photo shoot for senior pictures and holy fucking shit. i looked like a fucking whale. an ugly ass fucking whale. like no fucking way i’m an average bmi i looked literally obese

[lily @losinglily]

need to be dicked down tbh

[lily @losinglily]

losing friends and losing weight

[lily @losinglily]

why did someone priv quote this like

[lily @losinglily]

gained 5 lbs over thanksgiving after i had gotten down to 130 lbs

[lily @losinglily]

time to go fucking hard

[lily @losinglily]

gained 5 lbs over thanksgiving after i had gotten down to 130 lbs