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probably a digital diary :)

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@rashed_rw04 شصار؟

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The torture of being forgotten by someone you still remember everyday

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guts is so me , such a moment you are dying of stress finally life shine again , finally life gave you a rest but yet you get the largest plot twist you cannot mentally recover from it

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When life hits you so hard so you pull this move like guts :(

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people come and go genuinly , but the memories stay , so painful yet ugh how people can let go so easily ?

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I ended up having a 4 hours yap session with my twitter friend
It was 10/10 we should do it again (after the mid term or ima fail 💀)

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guys i think i need to visit the library again , i miss the uni campus genuinly so attached as usual

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اليوم شعراتي زابطين رسمي ياي

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انا

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i miss my old desk my old room , it is just hard to get back to the old place you finally let go off

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Binge eating because I had a bad results
I think I gained the weight that I lost

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Are we depressed or we just feel empty because we lack purpose and feel what are we doing is useless

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a lot can happen in a year even 6 months a lot can happen even life been chill lately , things happens side quests, we move forward

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so real

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When you hit that phase
Sleeping to escape
Losing your appetite
Can’t get out of your bed
Can’t have energy to do anything

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solitude episode after episode

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ugh guys i miss studying here , i miss the people i used to talk to , again strangers

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اللي جنبي حاط عده كامله 😭😭

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i think it is just scary how people come and go , soul mates and strangers, things change overnight so hard to let go , feel like a background character once again ugh

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But we are strangers now

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me fr istg

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i remember the first semester last day i was so autistic out of people i lost my Jordanian dialect and the iraqi dialect became more dominant and i cannot get the Jordanian dialect back

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Me core fr

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old tweets feels so nostalgic how life changes istg , sometimes we constantly growing life keep changing it is just such a feeling i cannot comprehend

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they responded i think 2 weeks later

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follow up emails
حرفيا شحده انو بليز ردو علي مشان الله but in a formal language
الله يعين الناس in corporate jobs🫡🫡🫡🫡

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too much lore happened i visited the therapist to update her she was so shocked and cannot process the info

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life been so busy latly no matter how much i work i cannot finish shit omg

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i low key forgot this account existed it was about to get deleted damt sho had