losthuemanity

悲伤和沮丧

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

im so good at making people believe im okay

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

i used to think it was homesickness

then i started getting it at home

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

me and god, we don't get along

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

why can't they see
how much
im trying

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

i wanna do bad things to you

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

"great" i said, feeling terrible

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

the word ugly carved into her hip

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

im just sad
sad is what i am

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

you're poison
the way you love
passionately
but then
not at all

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

so happy one second
incredibly depressed the next

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

sometimes I feel like
nobody
likes me
nobody
wants me
nobody
needs me
and
nobody
cares

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

behind the masks
faces suffer loneliness

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

that feeling
when you're not
necessarily sad
but you just feel
really empty

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

maybe im insane

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

more scars than smiles

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

im tired of the same
shit happening again
and
again

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

i dont think
people understand the
impact their words
can have on someone

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

we cut and kill
flowers
because we think
they are beautiful
but we cut and kill
ourselves
because we think
we are not

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

you always hear
about bullies at school
but what about
the bullies
at home
and
the ones
in our minds?

[losthuemanity @losthuemanity]

sometimes love is not enough when the road gets tough

i don't know why