alix whitener

Sobriety date 03/12/2023

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

Thank god I moved back to Austin

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@AlissaaQT @greyvixxy Oh cool, wonder if it’s a first come first serve thing or if it’s random

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@hellssweethrt You know what’s crazy, I’ll blow thru like $2000 in 4-5 days if you let me with Yayo

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@LifeafterHS_ Bro I’m being so serious, my experience so far this isn’t wrong

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@kittypromi4 I’m prescribed the 3mg XR ones

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@Michael43460812 Been a long time since I saw a bottle of hi-cet

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@kaytrapanda Imagine if they made a narcan for bud and when people catch you smoking they show up n spray it in your face and then your just sober again🤣🤣

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@r0ttennicole Nah I’m bein deadass

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@r0ttennicole Both are non narcotic..if your gonna damage your nose and chase a high atleast do something worth it, I’ve got like 40% of my friends who have deviated septum’s or collapsed septum’s from snorting shi

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@danellisona Yeah cause sometimes idk for me it helps to just cast what I’m thinking about or struggling with into the abyss

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

The truth is that I’m suffering badly…every second of every day is a slog to get through, I work 7 days a week just to pay for the repairs on my vehicle just so I can keep working,I’m not emotionally okay what so fuckin ever…and I’m all alone in life…so yeah that’s the truth

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

I have a chance to think about this all day everyday when I’m driving around at work, how I’m really really struggling I’m drowning both emotionally and financially and no one knows and I’ve fooled the internet so good that when I do ask for help they think I’m a scammer like wtf

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

Yeah dude just because I post wearing staff n pretend like everything is fine…I am not fine,everything you see me wearing I didn’t purchase myself, at the end of every month I end up with the exact dollar amount to pay the bills and that’s it and besides I have nothing of my own

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

find it crazy people are assuming I have money bc I go to concerts and have expensive clothesI’m broke as fuck, the concerts and clothes are all gifts, it’s a tradition for us to go to greyday every year cause it’s the only time I see my family,there’s more than just the surface

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@JohnnyDoritos Back when I was in the game that would last me like 30 mins

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@usglogisti12914 Pretty sure that’s a Pepto bismol pill

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@rukitimi I’ve had alot of friends get devated or collapsed septum

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

I find it funny how people love to accuse recovered addicts of being on drugs as some type of insult like find something original you don’t think we get accused of being on drugs every day 🤣🤣

[alix whitener @LostItAll59]

@girl_cuboid3 Nah bro benzos remove your soul🤣🤣you know the amount of fuck shit I used to do back when I wasn’t sober off bars