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I'm here to express.. all that ever was me and more!!

[. @lostnlonely_]

You always said we are different versions of ourselves with others

what did i do to deserve this version of u

[. @lostnlonely_]

it’s absurd, how sometimes strangers can connect so beautifully.. but people we live with, are the truest strangers in the reality of life..

[. @lostnlonely_]

I am not too much
the people around me understood me too little

[. @lostnlonely_]

you are not wrong
you are just surrounded by wrong people

[. @lostnlonely_]

Unshed tears burn my eyes again,
My heart swells heavy with familiar pain.

A heart that carries too much, too deep,
Awake in pain it cannot sleep.

The ache, the despair I can’t outrun—
This quiet, engulfing loneliness… again.

[. @lostnlonely_]

but i want u to make love to me so wild
that i forget everything else

make it feel like a trance which entraps n consumes me totally

something I can’t be back from!

a hug so close that it embraces my soul and stays with me forever

[. @lostnlonely_]

My Niceness
is often mistaken
for availability

[. @lostnlonely_]

@ParveenKaswan and my dumb job is to sit in front of a computer and work on an excel day after day :(

[. @lostnlonely_]

I am just glad 2024 is getting over..
but I am also skeptical if anything changes overnite??

[. @lostnlonely_]

To be held
To be caressed
To be felt
and
To be cherished

[. @lostnlonely_]

these loveless hours!
this loveless life!

the nightmares of the long lonely nights

I shudder to this fate of loveless lonely lifetime..

[. @lostnlonely_]

I remember those eyes
I miss that touch
the crazy laughter
those bear hugs

the unkept promises
to which I hung
my friend
my soulmate
I search & I search

you just didn’t go
a part of me died too

I frantically search
among fading memories
the secret moments
I desperately clung

[. @lostnlonely_]

In this darkness all around
I stand tall
and I burn
I hope the light will surround

engulfing pain
but I hope
one day
love will be found

[. @lostnlonely_]

i feel so broken again..
i feel incapable - yet again..
incapable to take a step forward..
incapacitated and stuck forever..
one more time, yet another again..
start anew.. spun in a web.. powerless.. i am amazed..
this is god’s will? - yet again

[. @lostnlonely_]

Insane amount of Hope left me today

[. @lostnlonely_]

Im having a very hard time to grow up and accept a loveless life!!

[. @lostnlonely_]

It’s time to withdraw back into the shell..
time to build battered walls up high..
time to leave the comforts of known..
time to be on my own again..
#lonelylife #loner #depressionsetsin

[. @lostnlonely_]

everytime i feel it couldn’t get worse than this and i emerge strong.. i hit bottom to another low

[. @lostnlonely_]

I miss you.. a lot..
Not asking you to come back in my life or requesting space for me in yours..
just wanted you to know!

[. @lostnlonely_]

I am suddenly so aware of each passing day, it feels like death is nearing..