𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓

concealed

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

It’s been 3 years

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

I feel like im in Cartel family and the deal has just blown up

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

It’s just hell at this point in all aspects im done

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

Im just gonna put it here

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

My ASL are getting worse and i need to do the surgery ASAP

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

Might as well say **** yourself

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

I will never lose my deep perspective of life it what makes me alive i will never be fragile and a copy like others

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

Flashbacks

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

She used to like the sunset I looked for it every way i go kind of overwhelming but it’s my way of healing

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

Never in my life i would have hoped something but when you got so many wars you have to pick one not for yourself but for the sick of not losing it all

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

I would just wish it without saying it out loud like a truth a fear i face it like a hope I can’t hold to it like a family that never been a family when he was around until I figured that someone has to be the enemy someone has to play the role

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

Maybe just maybe the memories were just painful to keep and now i let it go

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

You think you can hurt me ? Well i believed i was the reason mom and dad are getting divorce

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

Well i will feel happy again once i stop surviving and living instead

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

ألا موتٌ يباعُ فأشتريهِ
فهذا العيشُ ما لا خيرَ فيهِ

ألا موتٌ لذيذُ الطعم يأتي
يخلصُني من العيشِ الكريهِ

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

I saw it looks more dead than alive hopefully you find peace and find your own way to hell

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

I will never forgive how much he makes me feel unsafe every time i hear his voice or see his face

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

متاخر ، كاعتذار قيل لشخص فارق الحياه .

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

It was something else the sunset 2 jan was good start in 2026

[𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 @lostril]

31 December 12:59