tim

he/him • 18 • intpt • germany • ndni • cw 55kg • safespace 🫶 • my life's a mess, in search of some comfort on here 𖹭 dms always open, looking for friends!!•ᴗ•

[tim @lostsoultim]

Okay so i have a strawpage now its not entirely done really but i have it now :3

https://t.co/dQAJWwRBpq

And now the sun is setting waow...

[tim @lostsoultim]

it does certainly feel like the hottest day here/in my life ever

[tim @lostsoultim]

if im even defeated by the most basic, fundamental tasks and keep failing embarassingly everytime, how is this life supposed to be anything for me

[tim @lostsoultim]

@derimmm005 okay, ich bin da wohl ungeduldig 🙏

[tim @lostsoultim]

this feels like the one timeline where i failed everything there was to fail

like i did everything wrong there was to do wrong

[tim @lostsoultim]

i wonder if i'll ever get to experience being someones number one

i can definitely see how impossible it is rn with the type of person i am, but maybe sometime in a future where i managed to get myself together?

[tim @lostsoultim]

Everything could be just fine in a week but it could also be so over

[tim @lostsoultim]

Whoops its actually gonna be sunday and i don't know if thats better, that honestly might just makes it worse

[tim @lostsoultim]

My only hope is for there to be almost nobody on the airfield on saturday because its gonna be almost fucking 40 degress and nobody would want to do this to himself voluntarily but i have unfortunately sold my soul to the club and have no more freedom to my avail

[tim @lostsoultim]

@Flyestmfhere Let It Happen

[tim @lostsoultim]

@lexizmins yippieee!!

[tim @lostsoultim]

Once more have i caught myself wishing to never wake up again

And the timing couldnt ever be better rn

[tim @lostsoultim]

I failed miserably at life and im a fat ugly dissapointment that has no place and isnt needed by anyone in this world and im even incapable of finding any meaning in my own life anymore its only eternal suffering alone atp

[tim @lostsoultim]

It appears that my life is only becoming more and more cursed wow

I don't even know what me 2, 3 or 4 years ago would say seeing all this right now

When will i finally break under all this bs happening? It feels like im only waiting at this point

[tim @lostsoultim]

Tomorrow would be a wonderful day to leave this cursed place

[tim @lostsoultim]

Its a scary thought that the worst is yet to come

[tim @lostsoultim]

@rottentoo Peak kindheitserinnerung 🙏

[violet⁷ ★ saw twice n seeing bts 2x @swykuu]

leute ich freu mich so unfassbar auf regen mit 22° ihr habt keine ahnung

[tim @lostsoultim]

@ginas0ph 22 grad ist peak

[tim @lostsoultim]

@Itzmi_yunaaa ME ME ME

[tim @lostsoultim]

@hanyuri167 omgg i was just about to say that, its actually the most beautiful thing to exist