✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻.

✧ ✦ ✧ ` ` 𝑰 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒐𝒐. ` `

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

https://t.co/D1Y1cvPmyU

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

|| ooc

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

..I wonder how she's doing.

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

I..-?.. -- mmhuhh..?? ..thanks???

[𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑪𝑬 @MAMAWINDFORCE]

you're banban's senpai!

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

I-... I'm..-?! HUH?

[𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑪𝑬 @MAMAWINDFORCE]

WAA!?- but-but you banhammer's senpai!

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

...No.

[𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑪𝑬 @MAMAWINDFORCE]

HEWWO MEDKIT-CHAN!!!!!

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

😐

[𝑾𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑪𝑬 @MAMAWINDFORCE]

nyaa!!!~ Anydemon wanna go out for buwgers?! >.<

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

Expectation.

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

I shouldn't be so weak and not do what I'm supposed to do because of these current situations. I'll handle this.. issue of remembrance on my own.

It's expected of me to do better. It's expected.

Nothing more, nothing less.

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

overslept.. I'm happy about that, especially with what's been going on..

..anyways, good afternoon.

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

i'm.. awake. i'm just awake.

it's silent. i miss Sword's company. I find myself also missing the company of Ban Hammer..

[ sigh. ]

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

hurts to breathe.. but I'm back on my couch. the silence is defeaning, and all I can hear is the crashes, the loss of my eye and my.. my scream.

I'll try and sleep this off.. I just need sleep. sleep is what I need.

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

im in the bathroom. i'm.. i'm sweating profusely. The pains are excruciating.. Now i'm.. getting nightmares. I keep trying to use my eye.. I keep getting reminded..

I.. I need someone. The one I can trust right now is Sword.. but I can't. I shouldn't.. I don't know anymore.

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

took ban hammer out for golfing to calm him down and now he's boasting about his skill.

[ Sighing. ]

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

note to self: don't play board games with Ban Hammer, especially Scrabble. He'll flip the table if you use 'big words' when he could only use cat.

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

I'm starting to not be able to do simple things like hold a mug.. i'm cleaning up the broken pieces as the 'pain' is starting to subside.

I want all of this to go. I can't stop remembering.

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

probably not? it's.. certainly charming.

[‍ ‍‍ ‍ .𖥔 ݁ ˖ 𝒮TARWOVEN. @launchersglee]

Is he like ... okay in the head?

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

opened the door to ban hammer going " BOOM, BOOM, BOOM, BOOM, BOOM! "

sighhh... ...

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

i'm losing more and more sleep. this phantom pain grows more and more restless. do i tell sword? do i burden him with my issues..?

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

[ he lets out a playful sigh, slightly sitting back and just letting the peaceful ambience envelop his exhausted shoulders. His expression genuine. ]

But nevertheless, I want to thank you, Sword. Allowing me to teach you something as simple as a 'board game.' It... means a lot.

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

[ the doctor hums softly, picking up another pawn and moving it foward. ]

You could say that. While it may SEEM like the backliners aren't experincing much, we most certainly are. Constantly keeping an eye on everyone and their health, making sure no one goes left behind. +

[✦ 𝑴𝑬𝑫𝑲𝑰𝑻. @losttempledoc]

[ he slightly smirks, his tired eye showing an expression of slight smugness and sincerity. ]

Don't think I've forgotten that comment of yours when it came to frontliners and backliners. Your slight lost respect has yet to be gained, dear friend. +