@Dickinaround802 I feel this way too, especially in combination with my hips. Thanks for the transparency and vulnerability. I have been contorting and twisting my way out of certain angles in pictures for as long as I can remember, and you're taking it right on! Cheers and rock on!
@Dickinaround802 I believe it will help in the long run. Arguably, "perfection" on social media feels gratifying in the short term but may make things worse later on. Either way, thank you for speaking your own truth.
The "gay idiom" roughly paraphrased as "do I hate him, want to fuck him, or want to be him?" is me fluctuating between true body positivity, low self-esteem, and seeking validation through cramping contortion and flattering angles.