Daisy 🎀

i’m fine, really. 🤍 • 25

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

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⤷ daisy | 25 | bulimic | new acc, not a new person
⋮ ⌗ ┆ i talk about food, feelings, and things i shouldn’t
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ᰔ ノ↺ to be #moots!

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

@sireskinnypenis Also.. the workouts?! Yessss.

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

So.. I am thinking of joining the military.

I mean.. I always wanted too.. went down and backed out once it was time to sign bc I was young and thought I found love at home…

Let’s just hope I can get myself ready, and they can waiver my stomach surgery…

Pray for meeeee

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

@sireskinnypenis Why not??? It gives amazing opportunities that I currently don’t have.

It’s either the military, or I’m waiting for the next cycle to be a cop. But.. with all the stigma with police.. I don’t wanna chance that.

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

@orthokibble Army is probably one of the only ones I could get my surgery waived. PROBABLY. It’s a chance not a definite..

But I was gonna join the navy before.. but once it was time to sign and go.. my ex talked me out and I stayed and… biggest regret ever.

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

Half a can of chicken - 140
Half a can of corn - 140

350 to be safe.

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

@crammberry56 When I was pregnant it was my actual chest/boob that hurt.. not just the nips. Can be just delayed. I had a 66day between my last period and this one. Which is odd for me bc I’m usually 28 on the dot so maybbeee it’s just being wonky

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

@Maxinemoonn Between..

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

Canned chicken- 210 cals
Tea - 20

Total - 300 just to be safe.

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

@wlangelle @yabaibavv Obviously the answer is You must eat all that and then lock in after.

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

Branded…
I can’t believe I’m relapsing back into allllll my shitty shit… but.. it’s the only thing that makes me feel like me… 🤷🏻‍♀️

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

It’s crazy how someone can hurt you so bad and then go “I’m just not feeling very remorseful today” and then end’s conversation…

I ain’t even done anything to you… and now I’m sitting here debating “something” bc you just “don’t feel remorseful today”???

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

no one is home but me and my sleeping daughter… I been crying for 5hrs straight…

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

NOT ME BREAKING DOWN OVER VOICE MEMO TO A MAN 😭🥴

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

@th1nandb0nes It think it probably was my gallbladder or smth. But.. it stopped after like 30-40mins. It was sooo painful. My body was tryna vomit but I physically can’t get myself to vomit anymore since my stomach is so small. So I was like dying in like 5 different ways. 😭😂

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

sooo much pain rn.
almost like contraction feelings in the center of my chest going to my right side.

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

@2ndjunesside 200-400-ish?

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

Haven’t weighed myself in over a week and I’m sooo scared bc it was my period and I did snack a bit. Fmlfmlfmll

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

I swear.. I swear I’m not a bad person, I try to do everything I can. I don’t understand why my whole existence is such an inconvenience to everyone.,

No one has ever cared. And I always did.

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

The fact everyone is so selfish around me that its noticeable that I am SUFFERINGGG and they are all still “what about me”

I never allowed ANYONE to suffer alone, I never did anyone how I’m being done.

I’m fucking suffering and everyone else is helping everyone else…

[Daisy 🎀 @lostwithdaisy]

I’m not even “just surviving” I’m SUFFERING, IM DYING IN EVERY SINGLE WAY OF THE WORD.

And I’m so very fucking alone…