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TRASH ACCOUNT | #BPD is easily misunderstood but it's okay. I'll try my best to be considerate 👼

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Just realized. No matter what, never talk about our heart with people irl. They don't care and will never understand 🙄

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Selemah-lemahnya lelaki, wanita yang dicintai adalah kekuatannya

Sekuat-kuatnya wanita, lelaki yang ia cintai adalah kelemahannya

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Orang seenaknya sendiri kek tai 🙄 tai aja tahu kalo harus masuk ke dalem toilet. Ini lebih-lebih dari tai kalo gitu

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Tapi ini perlu dikaji sih. Aku uda gak suicidal setahun lebih. Waktu bahas soal bundir2 uda agak sante.

Tapi tetep aja klo baca artikel penyiksaan aku ketrigger, khususnya penyiksaan secara mental.

Mungkin karena aku tahu rasanya. Jadi empatiku membawaku mengingatnya kembali.

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Kenapa aku baca thread tragis cobak?

Aku mute trigger warning aja kalik ya?

Sial 🙄

(Aku gak peduli kalau orang bilang aku aslinya mampu, keluargaku damai, dan tidak ada cacat fisik atau mental sedikitpun. Aku gak peduli. Ini hidupku dan cuma aku dan Allah yang tahu)

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Aku masih gak paham kenapa bunuh diri itu dosa.

[bpd at the disco @DeepHydrangeas]

Personally, I think you can be overstimulated in BPD. The intensity of emotions and quick sudden highs and lows can definitely be overstimulating. Handling splitting which can be hard to rationalize and handling intrusive thoughts of abandonment regularly is very overwhelming too

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

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[🥠 @LotusPastry]

I still hate my friends who have other friends without me knowing it..

I mean, it's okay of they meet in other place.. But if I know that people too.. Urgh.. The feeling..

I want to unfriends all of them and disappear..

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Used to do that. Now i am not.

[rico @somethinglovely]

goodmorning

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Aku adalah awan mendung tak pernah nak appreciate you want it is so beautiful I was in my heart for a new job I was in my heart for the next few weeks and the rest is so beautiful

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

@sunonarainyday_ Big hug for you ❤

They are ridiculous thinking about you like that 🤧

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Afraid of hurting people to the point becoming anti social is real.

But then people outside mock them for being useless in society.

Urgh. This world is a mess. #BPD

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Wake up~ it's a new day~ new war~

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

😭😭😭😭

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

@adhd_ffs 😭😭😭 you make me cry 🤧🤧🤧

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

@sunonarainyday_ Yeah... And I don't know if this the fact is right or not, but I think it's just my mindset... May be they want to be with me too... It's just me who reject them unconsciously and think they are the one who reject me...

Idk. It's complicated. 🤧

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

Haha literally what I do right now 🤣

The main project takes years to finish, but the second or third projects are only a month... Like...... Wut? I dont understand at all 🤣

[shi 🦄 @uniq5s]

omg wang yibo 🥵

[🥠 @LotusPastry]

The pain i have to bear everyday urgh 😭