Louise Czarnobai is so happy with her job

She/they. Brazilian & Latinx. Clinical therapist. Pole dancer. Romance addict & MM romance author. Also very, very queer. 🌈

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Why am I crying? I’m crying bc I’m bipolar. There is simply no other reason I’m crying. I cry bc I feel like shit but there is NOTHING to be sad about. It’s just my brain not working properly.

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I finally found out the source of the pain in my shoulder. Did you know our first rib is in our shoulder? The good news is it’s nothing serious and will be easy to treat. I’m still doing another MRI to check everything. But I’m happy that I’ll be back to the gym next week!

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Why did I have to be born with bipolar disorder? Life is so fucking unfair.

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This is the best my mood has been in about 2 years, it's great!

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It's funny how a single medication can improve my mood so much. I truly have a chemical imbalance in my brain. Just 1 pill a day can shift my mood from ok to fantastic. Thank God I have access to psychiatric medication 🙏

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@arthurcazevedo Of course I remember you! It's good to hear you got a diagnosis. When you know what you have, it gets easier to treat it. But yeah, psychiatric disorders suck like that. I experience impairment in basic aspects of my life, like attention and motor skills, all bc of meds and BD.

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My bipolar disorder gave me cognitive impairment and it sucks. I used to be so so so smart when I was younger, before the start of my bipolar disorder. But with the episodes and natural course of the disorder, I lost a lot of that. I can see the changes of cognitive function.

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Duuuude, I really missed playing World of Warcraft. Only 2 and a half months away, but I missed it a lot.

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@liniwillwrite Cata is coming! I really want to play

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I think I’m going to play WoW again 👀

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My boyfriend is simply the best boyfriend in the world 🥰

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I fixed my medication and I feel better than I've felt in months!

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I'm starting to do something that is helping me a ton: I add EVERYTHING I have to do in a to-do list. Even things like "Reply this text" or "Organize my room." By the end of the week, there are so many things on the "done" side that I feel like I've been productive.

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It's funny bc I only realize I have a lot of knowledge in my field when I start talking to people who don't understand a single thing about psychology 😂

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I bought my boyfriend's Easter egg and I decided to buy myself one too 👀

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I am tired. I am exhausted. And I can’t stand this shit anymore.

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I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, I don’t smoke, I sleep well, I exercise, I have a routine, I take my meds, I see a therapist, I pursue healthy relationships, and yet I AM STILL FUCKING MENTALLY ILL. What the fuck else should I do?! This pisses me off so much.

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I ask myself what did I do to deserve this. I’m a good person, why do I have to suffer so much? And it’s the worst suffering imaginable. I can’t put into words how painful my episodes are. I thought I was feeling better, but here I am back to square one.