꒰ა Lou ໒꒱

25, British, neurodivergent af, and always hungry - not sure if it's the eating disorder or the drugs. Probably both.

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

⊹.* Louise ★ ˙ᵕ˙
23 ᰔ UK ᰔ ND
╰┈➤ GW: 150lbs / UGW: 130lbs
꒰ა HW: 180lbs / LW: 136lbs ໒꒱
Pro recovery • Not fatphobic
| Basic DNI | Shtwt DNI | -16 DNI |
⊹𓏲˖ Edtwt + Drugtwt
-` Let's be moots ˊˎ-

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

You know... Ever since I lost the 50lbs from drug use, no matter how much I eat, I'm stuck at 130lbs. My UGW. I'm not gaining, I'm not losing. And I love that. I DID IT Y'ALL. I BEAT MY ED AND LOOK GOOD FOR IT!!

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@Alexthelozercom Yep. Makes sense.

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

I was 180lbs. Now, I'm at 140lbs. I would have loved that in the past. But I don't look like me anymore. I've lost my boobs, no clothes fit, I feel depressed all the damn time. 40lbs is enough that everyone comments on my weight loss. I look better. But I want my body back.

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

... I say "by accident" but I know how... Don't do drugs kids.

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

FINALLY REMEMBERED MY EMAIL FOR THIS ACCOUNT, IM BACK BITCHES!!

(Also, somehow lost 40lbs since the last time I was here????? I am literally my GW????? By accident?????)

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

FINALLY REMEMBERED MY EMAIL FOR THIS ACCOUNT, IM BACK BITCHES!!

(Also, somehow lost 40lbs since the last time I was here????? I am literally my GW????? By accident?????)

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@ntltcsrem @grandesubz How immature are you? Any need to call women bitches 3 times in a row whilst being too scared to actually spell bitches?

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@stars_nico_ @coconutccals Honestly? No. It should be 16-18 18-21 or 15-17. Anything like that. Even though it's only like a year difference for the minimum to be 16 instead of 15, people change a lot in a year. Plus 15 year olds can't consent in the UK and as soon as you are 18 in the UK, you are an adult

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@stella_eats 20 year olds encouraging minors (EVEN UNDER 16!) to get sicker is just weird af. Change that age range omg

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@grandesubz She's literally fainting because she "refuses to eat".

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@silver_gutz @zerosugarose How fucking dumb can you be 😂

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

Even though I want to recover, I can't.
My 11 year old brother (has ed) keeps judging what/how much I eat and saying I look the way I look because of what I eat.
My brother is my #1 trigger rn.
I would've decked him but hitting kids is frowned upon.

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@hzbeoka 1. Please don't censor the word cutting as it then doesn't count as a muted word for people who don't want to see this content.

2. Because it's QUIRKY. So AESTHETIC. So OMG IM DIFFERENT.

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@plutospurge @keepdrivving @qtpolls If you weren't sensitive about it you wouldn't have posted about it. You wouldn't have cared enough to.

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@plutospurge @qtpolls Then block her, tf?

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@skinnyprinsess To me, the ONLY thing wrong with this is that it's chicken on bone. At least take the bone out or shred it up...

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@mintykeeks @bunnyiscoping The people telling me to off myself aren't overreacting? And apologising for what?

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@mintykeeks @rikarexia @bunnyiscoping Never told them to isolate themselves. Also never told them not to open up to their mum.

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@mintykeeks @bunnyiscoping It's clarification. I said none of it. It's what I meant.

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@micnbrushh @xmuffyx @bunnyiscoping People telling me to km$ aren't overreacting??

[꒰ა Lou ໒꒱ @louseddiary]

@micnbrushh @xmuffyx @bunnyiscoping Sure!