I really want to know what it feels like to travel with someone I love, to discover new places together, get lost on purpose, share quiet mornings, and make memories that belong only to us.
I never understood “using” men solely for things like vacations/dinners/experiences because doing anything with a man I don’t like sounds like my person version of hell lmao
stalking her spotify playlists on the desktop version and looking at each date a song was added and cross referencing it with my own perceived timeline of events then analyzing the data and making assumptions that are probably incorrect because idk i have a lot of issues
do you ever sabotage your own free time? like wtf is that about? i want to play this game or read or do something specific but instead i will just stare out the window or scroll mindlessly???
It's honestly so simple... Just heal your family trauma, regulate your nervous system, break your addictions, process centuries of cultural trauma, repair your attachment style, reparent your inner child, and develop a spiritual practice that dissolves the boundaries between self and other... oh, and don't forget to pay rent, stay hydrated, answer emails, and remember to seem fine when someone asks how you're doing.