when anne sexton wrote "life is lovely, but i can't live it" and ottessa moshfegh "i was growing less and less attached to life" and clarice lispector "how living hurt. living was an open wound"
i would recognize you in total darkness, were you mute and i deaf. i would recognize you in another lifetime entirely, in different bodies, different times. and i would love you in all of this, until the very last star in the sky burnt out into oblivion.
today’s listening: “stardust in blue, 秋の惑星、ハートはナイトブルー。” (2020) by kaede/lamp. tracking playing: “when we were young, 君が大人になって”. the album was produced by lamp’s guitarist, taiyo someya, and hirohide kadoya of uwanosora. ♡