🐶 there's only a month left for me to go live for you guys, so i'm thinking of going live as many, as quick as i can. and while i'm doing my service, i prepared ahead some fun and good things that you can watch so i am working hard on preparing those
oh vernon
🐻❄️ i’ll be enlisting in 9 days. so, today is my last live performance before i enlist. i’m so happy and thankful to be able to perform at such a special and fun stage
oh vernon
🐻❄️ i’ll be enlisting in 9 days. so, today is my last live performance before i enlist. i’m so happy and thankful to be able to perform at such a special and fun stage
I edited this video months ago when the thought of your enlistment was still something far away. I told myself that if I prepared early enough, maybe it wouldn’t hurt this much when the day finally came.
But here I am, crying over a man who doesn’t even know I exist. And somehow, that doesn’t make what I feel any less real.
Mingyu, thank you. You became the second person who saved me when I was going through one of the darkest chapters of my life. On days when getting through tomorrow felt impossible, somehow you gave me something to look forward to. You made me smile on days I didn’t think I could. You made the ordinary days easier to survive.
The funny thing is, you probably have no idea how much you've changed my life.
Because of you—and because of Seventeen—I found people who became precious to me. I experienced so many firsts because of you. First concerts. First friendships. First moments of happiness that felt genuine after a very long time. You and Seventeen became a part of a version of me that was slowly learning how to live again. I stepped out of my comfort zone and experienced things I never thought I would. Some of my happiest memories exist because I chose to love you and your group.
You became a part of my routine without me realizing it. Checking updates, watching your videos, hearing your laugh after a long day, looking forward to every little thing. You became a constant in my life. And now that the day is finally here, I realize I was never ready at all. I have to learn how to spend the next two years without that constant.
I don't have a beautiful ending for this post because my mind is completely blank right now. I just know that I'm not ready. I don't think I ever will be. I keep trying to find the right words, but all I can think about is how much I’m going to miss seeing you, hearing from you, and having that little piece of comfort that you've unknowingly given me every day.
I know two years will pass. I know you'll come back. Take care of yourself the same way you've unknowingly taken care of me all these years. Stay healthy. Stay safe. Do your best, as you always do.
I'll be right here. Because as the saying goes, “You're supposed to wait endlessly for people you like.” No matter how long it takes, I'll wait.
See you in 2028, Mingyu.
And until then, see you later, my home, my solace, my Seventeen. 💎🩷🩵
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mingyu will do an alternative military service that means (on the brighter side) he can still go to some unit concerts, he can go to their monthly gathering, and he can be with the members during 13th anniversary
“until the 13 of us reunite again, i will stay on this spot waiting steadily and quietly”
if u think of giving up, just remember that seungcheol is definitely waiting with us ❤️🩹
no amount of preparing or words can fill the mingyu shaped hole in my heart tonight and until june 9, 2028. i knew this was inevitable but going from looking forward to mingyu’s updates everyday to wondering when we’ll see him again is not for the faint of heart
🍒 i received a lot of greetings yesterday.. jeonghan was definitely the first one to send [a greeting], personally on kkt
🍒 jeonghan sent it first~ he said he set an alarm for it
🍒 i received a lot of greetings yesterday.. jeonghan was definitely the first one to send [a greeting], personally on kkt
🍒 jeonghan sent it first~ he said he set an alarm for it