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tw ed + sh || dni fatphobes || vent account || 19

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why is my biggest binge trigger feeling full? genuinely what is the logic behind feeling full and then losing all sense of control and eating until i don’t have anything else to eat

[k :) @lovedinonuggies]

i have had a fucking horrible day and i just want to see my family

[luna ♡ @lunassorbit]

i’m so fucking excited

[k :) @lovedinonuggies]

i miss my legs, i hated how they looked when i took this photo and they’re probably 4x this size now

[k :) @lovedinonuggies]

i miss my lw

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i wonder if anyone noticed my weight fluctuating so much when i was younger and was concerned

[suzy @pinkieszny]

i cant go hours without eating, the problem is that the second i eat something, I cant stop eating anymore

[𝓓𝓻. 𝓝𝓸𝔀 𝓸𝓯 🍽️𝓽𝔀𝓽 @skinanach]

yes,
all my problems WILL be solved once im skinny

[k :) @lovedinonuggies]

so the red cherry sour patches in the b/p were indeed a bad idea

[k :) @lovedinonuggies]

im on the waitlist for counselling in an attempt to recover because im having a miserable time, but should i fully commit to getting worse until my first appointment or should i make an effort to start recovering now? genuinely any thoughts or advice would be welcome

[k :) @lovedinonuggies]

thinking about the fact that all while ive been disordered my cousin developed, got hospitalised and recovered from her ed. ive apparently never even seemed disordered enough for anyone to clock that theres an issue

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looking back at photos where i weighed 10kg less is so scary because i can barely even see a difference in how i looked then to how i look now even though i know logically that i must be way bigger

[k :) @lovedinonuggies]

I CAN WRAP MY HANDS AROUND MY LEG ABOVE MY KNEE AND HAVE MY FINGERS AND THUMBS TOUCH FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS

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had lunch with an irl and said if she had more i would too, she said she was too full but joked that we could always chew for the flavour and spit it out so we dont actually have to eat it… why’s it a problem if i c/s but not if someone without an ed suggests it

[k :) @lovedinonuggies]

38 hour fast complete!! first time fasting for more than 24 hours in years and i forgot how good it feels omg

[riva 🍪🧸 @skinnyriva]

who up missing their lowest weight

[k :) @lovedinonuggies]

i think i have body dysmorphia where i think i look smaller than i am